what is DEAD SERIOUS

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 | |





1. sociopaths
2. "liking someone" a la 4th grade
3. staying up all night to make sure you don't miss your 7 am bus


4. killing yourself over liking someone from 7 am til 12 pm on your way home (this is presumptuous)



i am a gigantic
wimp

g'night happy thanksgiving





things are getting a little haunted and strange in ways i don't like

Monday, November 2, 2009 | |




annalise on the beach by sagaponack this past summer




possible causes:

1. reading too much science
2. reading the wrong science
2a. reading science
3. sand in camera
4. halloween not tired
5. bad vision/need lenses
6. living in nyc
7. living in 2009
8. the internet exists
9. something tipped over my cup of nervous and it's all over the place
10. bad at doing schoolwork and good at misconstruing badness-at-doing-schoolwork anxiety for a more cosmic-beastly-godly-ghostly anxiety
11. installation of death clock on desktop
12. impending return to land of memories (mass.)
13. 13
14. 14 is terrifying in China, look it up, also for teenage girls and boys, also for parents

Some of these I can't fix

Others I won't fix

Phew
Aaghh
Love
Elise






real but not live




implicated