annalise on the beach by sagaponack this past summer
possible causes:
1. reading too much science
2. reading the wrong science
2a. reading science
3. sand in camera
4. halloween not tired
5. bad vision/need lenses
6. living in nyc
7. living in 2009
8. the internet exists
9. something tipped over my cup of nervous and it's all over the place
10. bad at doing schoolwork and good at misconstruing badness-at-doing-schoolwork anxiety for a more cosmic-beastly-godly-ghostly anxiety
11. installation of death clock on desktop
12. impending return to land of memories (mass.)
13. 13
14. 14 is terrifying in China, look it up, also for teenage girls and boys, also for parents
Some of these I can't fix
Others I won't fix
Phew
Aaghh
Love
Elise
